Sunday, May 16, 2010

Engaging!

So, this post is just for LOLSI awesomeness.
If you don't know what that is, well...I am disappointed in you. :'(

WARNING: DO NOT READ IF YOU HAVE NOT READ UP TO CHAPTER 3.37!!! YOU HAVE BEEN WARNED!





[SPOILERS OF EPICNESS!]










I think we're safe now...
So, since it has just been revealed that Forrest got Lolo a ring, I propose (teehee) that we find out what the ring looks like! And what better way than to use the powers of the internet and look for "cheap," "unconventional," "whimsical," or "unusual" engagement rings!

Here are the ones I found that remind me about Lolo/Forrest:


1. I think this ring is just so cute! And I could see a hyper, sparkly gal like Lolo wearing it.


2. A very unusual engagement ring with a moonstone setting. Whenever I think of Lolo, for some reason I think Luna, and...yeah.


3. Somehow, when I think of Lolo, I think of purple. And how common are triangular cuts (I don't remember the technical name for the actual cut).


4. What's cooler than a vintage-looking ring? Umm...other vintage rings? XD


5. It's cute, unusual, and cheap! Something Forrest could afford that Lolo would probably like--although, I bet she's even be happy with a quarter machine ring.


6. Even though it says it's a princess ring, I think that Lolo would appreciate the weirdness of it, because I doubt her sister would like it. >:D


7. Same ring, but in green, because I do not know Lolo's favorite color.

Speaking of quarter machines, this it totally how Forrest would give her a ring:

I can see Lolo thinking it was just a silly Forrest thing, and then realizing that the thing inside was a more-than-just-a-quarter engagement ring.

Which is your favorite? I'm not going to say mine until later. :3

Thursday, May 13, 2010

I truly am a nervous person

So, last post, which was long ago, is no longer really relevant, except for the parts involving low self-confidence and being nervous all the time.
After a series of internet fluke events, I believe I have discovered my 2 true problems in life (well, maybe not in life, but for now):

I think I have Hyperhrdrosis and Avoidant Personality Disorder.

Let me explain before you start thinking that I'm crazy.
Hyperhydrosis is basically excessive sweating of the hands, feet, armpits, and groin. It's really super embarrassing (I sweat everywhere but the last one! Eww!). And just thinking about sweating makes me sweat. It's the most annoying thing ever.
And APD...well. I find that I use "laziness" as an excuse to not be social, when really, I just don't want to see people. On that list of symptoms I am:
1. Hypersensitive to criticism and rejection--hence, my inability to tell people how I feel about them and my hurt feelings over criticism.
2. Self-imposed social isolation--Dude, I am a hermit of my own devices.
3. Extreme shyness or anxiety in social situations--I am always nervous meeting new people, or being in a group where I don't know anyone
4. Avoids physical contact--this is mostly because of my gross sweaty hands. Ughughughabugh.
5. Feelings of inadequacy--whenever I see someone who I think is better than me I start to feel super down about my own abilities
6. Self-loathing--mostly associated with the above
7. Mistrust of others--I hardly tell any other people what's really on my mind. I hardly trust anyone with stuff anymore.
8. High self-conscious--I think by now this is just obvious.
9. Feeling inferior to others--see number 5
10. Uses fantasy as escapism--I imagine different lives for myself all the time.

10/18

I'm going to write more detail on this later, but right now I just need to get it out and out there before I go and erase everything or whatever.

Christina out